Finally gt rid of dat annoying music :)I nw thn noe hw complicated relationship can be.... hmm and dat ppl arent wat they look like on the outside. the more i think bout it the more disgusted i get .... anyway, for relationship i think dat even if any of them distance, they can be close together again. :) close until no one and nth can separate them :) i hope and want this to happen to dear and me hehe :) is only a matter of time :) friendship can also be complicated  everything in the world must be complicated till they r satisfied that wat it looks like. y cant it be simple like friends stick wif one another, always help each other and be the greatest friend they each ever had. i am nt saying i am a great friend to have sometimes i feel so fail as a friend and a girlfriend. sometimes its also nt my fault but yet ppl blame me for it. wat am i a person to blame when uu made mistakes? some ppl just dw to listen to the rite things they always stand by the saying" i am always rite, even when i am wrong, i am rite' i dont get it is it hard to listen to wat other ppl have in mind?

My life has officially gt from simple to complicated >.< for nw :) so on the bright side at least it is temporary :) as long as i set my mind to do it, i can find a solution :) haha :) nw waiting for call XD goin to fall asleep soon if he doesnt call in a few minutes time >.< my sorta short holiday hw bout to finish but my maths and chem hw havent do finish yet >.< maths hw veri hard idk hw to do but nvm :) i gt my sis to help me gd  thing in gt an older sis who is well smart enough to give me correct answer for my maths hw :) haha :) i miss dear every single days :/ at least it goes to show hw much i <3 him <3 ^w^ to other ppl yea no matter hw i compliment dear, ppl will give me the face--> ._." they wont believe me XDbut nvm to me, dear is perfect haha :) i nowadays get jealous easily and i occasionally think of my past things dat we have done :) sad cos it was the past. happy cos i remember the feelings when we did those happy and fun things :) haiz miss those times :/ if only i can rewind time it will be so great :) kay someone has gt to invent such things or we should be born with a pause, replay and rewind button my life will be complete :) i sincerely hope dear will be my forever guy :) hehe :) pray hard :) and obviously my feelings definitely wont fade so is always him whether will his feelings fade i think the scariest thing in relationship is dat feelings will fade while uu love him or her so deeply or the other party thinks that being friends is better thn being a couple. fuck those ppl who thinks dat. if uu love somemore a lot a lot, uu will try any ways to find ur damn feelings back and do watever uu can to close dat gap and make ur relationship better and happier :) i really hope dat dear and i will be happy together forever :) I dont believe that forever dont exist it exist just dat ppl doesnt want it to exist >.< i hope dat i can always be close wif my friends nw and of cos be together wif dear forever :) <3