Am feeling super tired rite now :( I must have injured myself cos of dancing :/ I am feeling in a lot of pain rite now :( am nt exaggerating but anyway yesterday I found out something from someone-how would uu feel if ur bf message a girl in front of uu and is someone he is super close to I bet uu would be jealous rite and some more he said to check ur phone cos I message uu I am nt sure whether did he said dat but teasing her, talking to her like uu guys r couple in front of me :O is like torturing me is nt like I don't want him talking to her . One of my friend asked me how I will be celebrating valentine and uu now wat was my answer: I don't noe nt sure if he want to message her more thn wanting to go out wif me. We both make a laugh out of it but inside I was feeling sad,used. It's my like I hate her I think she is a Veri gd person but... Talking and acting like uu guys r couple!!! My friend even said dat they r super close :( won't uu even felt jealous and she was once his ex and also he had loved the most and were in the same class he told me dat now I am the one he loved the most but seriously is nt like I am doubting him but really feelings for her can be gone overnite were in the same class sitting beside each other teasing each other cmf there will be some feelings still there I aways ask myself this question y did he ask me? I really like him I do and I really can't bear to leave him but seriously y did he even ask me when I am nt a girl that has gd temper. I am sensitive and I am sometimes too shy to express my feeling for uu in public Sometimes I feel dat he has no feelings for me and dat I was making a fool of myself...
I really like him more like love him and I am just expressing my jealousy and feelings it's nt like I wan to break or something liddat it just feel so gd to write my feeling down :) am feeling better already I better take care of myself am feeling so sick rite now :)