i wanted to get another piercing yet some ppl likes to delay it i think i fuckin say a lot of times dat i wan another piercing for dk how many fucking times okay so they agree but its like they r delaying the time i wan to get my piercing done before the school start i know wat i am doin they think dat i am still just a kid fuck my life i bet dat when school start and i tell them that i want to get my piercing they would probably say:'scchool start already still want piercing -.- arghhhhhhh fuck my life lah and i really hate my life i dk how many times i have think of committing suicide-.- uu noe wat my father is just seriously-.- he always thinks dat he is the greatest person in the world he thinks he is god -.- he, like my mom, always mood swing seriously just fuck my life they r so nt suitable to be my parents arghhhhhhh they dont understand me and they dont bother to understand me -.- i really of thot of committing suicide before i have suffered from depression i bet no one else knows bout this and is nt dat i dont want tell them is cos they dont bother to fucking know it. i remember how impulsive my dad was- so thast day my mood wasnt veri well and i havent bathe yet and it was already quite late but like hey cant i sit on the sofa first cos i have been doin my chinese hw for quite some time and so i was sitting on the sofa using my ipod without any emotion without any expression and my dad he just jump to conclusion saying how i was giving him attitude and the next thing i know i was almost thrown out of the house like come on all i did was sit on the sofa using my ipod and he just anyhow jump to conclusion -.-

-The two word reply(will explain it)

-the late reply

-my mom

-my dad

so my friend ask me if i gt go cycling wif them and i said idk how to cycle and the reply was oh okay... maybe that doesnt mean much to uu but to me it like uu dont care bout me idk wat to say but all i noe was dat i was feeling sooo moody next thing late reply -.- who likes late reply i know i dont arghhh like seriously i feel all alone when i am nt supposed to be feeling alone i try to make time cos i am like always nt making time so when i finally gt the time poof disappear wont reply and even if reply it says morning its nt like i am like saying him but its like idk its like nt wanting to make time for me sometimes i even wonder should this even continue its like my friends dont care bout me he doesnt care bout me my family doesnt care bout me no one cares bout me i sometimes feel like a jerk cos there is one really great friend of mine i will always talk to i would confine to him but no way was it more thn friends yet sometimes i just make up excuses to nt talk to him i really feel alone uu noe uu cant make time for me is like uu cant make time to eat seriously i will think dat to uu even want to continue all the things uu said to me before was it just a bunch of lies? if it still continue can we just stop ?i really wish my life would just stop i dont wan to continue...no one care bout me i bet that on my funeral no one will be crying all they will do is just stand there . i really hate my life i am not actin on impulse i think before i act but the more i think the more i realised no one in the world cares bout uu. Family is nth friendship is nth relationship is nth so wat if u have all three do they even care for uu do they even want to care bout uu can i just end my life? i am really depressed rite now am nt being a drama queen but really i am sick and tired of my friends my family and him... if i ever tell my sis i am depressed i bet she will say bad thing bout me my family they always say things bout me they dont care bout my feelings i hate my life i hate my family i hate him i hate the world...