OKAY so rite now i am so damn confused its like last friday didnt exists it was like just a dream . Admire or like which one is the most painful word admire rite? well when i heard it i was like :/ then i was like :'/ haiz its like you shouldnt say so much to me. Why say so many caring things you will make me veri veri confused when asked is it like or admire i didnt dare say . Why? cos i was scare dat it will make me sound so despo like who wans to sound like a despo person . Iwas actually happy before all these were said to me . I was happy that i thot it was true. but obviously it was just a dream . Well many ppl told me not to sorta like wait but u noe if u were me you would probably well follow my heart :/ i am so damn confused rite now could someone juz be by my side and tell me the truth no matter how much it hurts like seriously it is really veri confusing . Words Fail Me. U noe if it eventually fail, i would really hope dat we can continue be close friends but it like veri difficult to forget cos we will always see each other and that other problem rite now is like i am the extra person . Its like i shouldnt even belong in this party. WOW now i really noe the meaning of sad cos getting back exams papers and these . So both are wat i really like . Ya sometimes i really like to study (nerd >.<) and sometimes i really like to be involved in that . But sometimes things just dont go along to my wishes. But other ppl can have wat they wan . I seriously feel like there is a curse in me. Its like choosing one path where both have its darker moments and also can have a brighter moments both can be wonderful, happy but yet at the same time depressing . if u ask me to pick one i would say i would jump down a building then pick one My top priorities are friendship, education and _____ well you should noe wat i am talking bout. Before i end this post i would just wan someone to make everything clear to me and really wish dat the ending will not be so tragic that wat i wan two simple requests.....

Name: Gillian Ng. Singaporean. Am beginning to see the positive side in everyone. It takes a lot of effort so am currently trying very hard to reach this goal of mine :) I have just passed one major hurdler amongst the other many hurdlers in store for me ~~ Ageing is one of the things i feared the most. hence, my vanity ( sometimes XD) Blogilates is my inspirational. Embracing healthy living since last month :)

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